Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-36643067-20180825151300/@comment-35525658-20180826152156

I agree I was in the wronge and made some very hurtfull accusations towards a small group of people here that in my mind you were part of. I can't apologise for what others say about people or groups of people in a conversation but as I rememer that conversation that person was refering to racist people and not all republicans and espressed a deep dislike for the current US president, who I not only dislike but am ashame of.

You and I did get off on the wrong foot here and yes I did have an emotional reaction to some of our interactions but lets face it you and your friends did gang up on me and you made threats that racist people make while ganging up on me trying to pressure me into agreeing with you and your friends when I didn't so the fact that you might be racist but may or may not notice was not so difficult to conclude.

You told me my candor wasn't appreciated here, you repeatedly went into that thread to keep pushing ideas at me that I had already stated more tan once I did not care for and then you attacked me verbally based on a perceived threat. I did not like an idea Bea, that doesn't mean I don't like thevperson that thought if it up Bea. You are still having troubles understanding that. I recently did not like an idea DystopianMe had and said so, but I like DystopianMe very much as a person and I think DystopianMe understands that. Wanda recently did not like an idea I had and stated so, I did not take that to mean that she dislikes me personally. For both of our sakes you need to lets that notion go. I called the idea stupid because you kept forcing it on me and your confontation manner triggered an emotional response. For that I appologise but I honestly did feel the idea and not the person was stupid because: A. I didnt like the idea in the first place and B. someone was trying to force it on me anyway and being confrontational about it. The fact that you were setting up an atmosphere where you were making me feel that you and your friends were always right and others were not allow to agree is something racist do. The fact that you entered that conversation just pick a fight with me and would not stop comming after me is something racist do. The fact that you told me my candor is not welcome here again like Im not alowed to disagree with you and your friends is somethIng racist do. The fact that yo threatened to watch every conversation I had and look for reasons to get me in trouble and made good on that threat is something racists do. You played judge, jury and executioner for a person you did not know andcin no way wanted to know and that to is something racist do. I was trying to be the biggervperson and walk away after talking with a the few people that asked me about the situation honestly about how I perceived the situation and you sat in the shadows waiting for the opportunity to convince other to dislike and attack me that is something racist do.