Thread:Mama Terri/@comment-31455003-20170228055522/@comment-30891950-20170305035544

Thanks, Hun. Sorry it took me so long to reply. I have been under the weather with some bad panic attacks. I have fairly severe anxiety and social phobia and agoraphobia. My therapist suggested trying to socialize a bit online, well I am talking to you so there have been some successes and then there was yesterday. I've been trying to post and get out of my shell, but I don't think it is a good idea to talk on the board. I will just answer safe, private messages. Omg, I feel nauseated just thinking about those messages. I know I am socially awkward and was trying too hard maybe, but I was shocked to realize how horrible I am to others. It really hurts. So, no not a happy weekend at all. But, I have a wonderful husband and good medical care, I'll recover from this setback. I want to get better!

I'm sorry to dump this on you ... You had to ask right? It's too bad, I was really started to feel bubbly meeting such fun folks like you! You're a jewel you know! Time to hug a puppy.

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