Thread:ImLola/@comment-36094989-20180710221829/@comment-35319541-20180711035722

My lowest friends were in the 20's when they called out on wiki, now they have made it to the 60s and one is just about to claim 100 level!! now my lowest is at 45. Most do not tt and inch along slowly, or don't play all too often, but I like to help them along the way. A couple have just learned to tt and it is so neat watching them shoot up in levels, makes me smile!!

Yeah, I had a long talk with one of my friends, a phsyc major, and we discussed my ever loving need to give and not keep, so I am truly keeping what I need for myself now, even though I feel slightly guilty and selfish, but we do need to be kind to ourselve as well, I am just learning that. All my life has been giving to others, keeping the kids in what they need and a little of what they want, I have always taken a back seat to the taking aspect of life, that now taking is so rare and wonderful and feeling are still very mixed up for me about all that..... but I am working on it.....slowly. Now, sometimes I will pause and see if what I am about to give away is something I truly have a need for first, then decide to keep or give it away, all depends now, instead of just giving it away lol