Thread:Unicorniam/@comment-35319541-20181230012623/@comment-35240436-20190106225324

Hey Lola, thanks for writing! Missing you lots! Just in end of semester exams. Very proud I got through fist semester though studying is a lot tougher with 47 than when I was 20. also, of course with trying to earn money and have all other responsibility. I love learning, but sometimes I also just sit down a cry I am so exhausted. Son is fine but needs to work more for school and look around for an apprenticeship. I try to push him, but to no awail. And I don’t have the time or energy to do more. He will just have to learn the hard way then. He has changed girlfriends and this one is even lovelier than the last and a good influence. Long may it Last!! Dog is well and as always providing much joy and cuddles. It is good to have a dog in the midst of all chaos. He has been accepted by my school as my official medical service dog so he comes along to lectures. It is great. health-wise I have been really great. 4 weeks without pains, it feels fantastic. I am off all medication now! I hope it Lasts! This, more than anything, tells me that I am on the right path. This year I am taking my sonˋs father to court so that he starts paying for his son. I hope it will be successful. It would help. I have passed my first exam, but my computer crashed on the first half of another exam, so fear I won’t pass that one. It would mean having to prolong my studies by half a year which I can’t affort, so really hoping all goes well. The grading is super strict. Partner is still without job. He supports me loads by rehearsing with me and coming past with homemade food parcels, so that I eat well. But he is very depressed and there is nothing I can do about it. So you see, dear Lola, ups and downs and keeping on fighting with a smile on my face. I am strong and will achieve! I tell myself that every day! Much love, hugs and friendship, Uni