Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-40112086-20190812173611/@comment-40112086-20190813184540

I've tried to respond twice this morning and it kept getting lost so since I've caught up work I shall try again.

I appreciate the responses. Sometimes I'm a wee bit too sensitive and I worry about silly things. When I first started reading on the forum, I'd see peolpe referring to their "great friends" and I wanted to be a great friend too. (Older US people can think of me chanelling Sally Fields!)

I've found wonderful friends and while I don't want to make it a competition in generosity, sometimes I feel like I'm a taker because they really do gift a lot. I haven't found where my style is going to be. I've been trying to meet requests - and gift to levels as well - as that appeals to me. So like today, I sent Moon Court lanterns to those about level 138; Bells to a middle group, PO8 to some more entry level, Fixers to my lowest level friend who had five fixers in WL so I sent multiples of each, two tickets (one request, one lower level than PO8), one bean and one flower water. I sent to 84 people - about 30-35 gifts each. That was the time I had today. Last week I was sending 50 each day but it felt a bit long. The funny thing is I've started a two-week "tradition" of sending all passes on Fridays. The first week it was 5 each; last week 10 each. So last week everyone received 150 passes. Maybe that's too much. It actually was faster than only 30 today.

I do realize that I have a tendancy to overthink things.