Thread:ZotohZhaan/@comment-36016297-20190604143524/@comment-39542330-20191001005856

Bbbkn wrote: Your fixer is in gb. Tell yourself no matter how bad you are there is someone else worse which is true. Never say why me because why not you and most important don’t worry and get upset about the things you can’t change. When you wake up every morning and your glad you survived tell yourself something positive it could be anything and laugh smile and enjoy life Oh, I know. That's what I was meaning about working in hospitals. I've seen firsthand how bad things can get. I was always amazed at how positive some people's outlooks could be after they'd lost limbs to diabetes. Of course, I also saw many patients who were very bitter about their diagnosis. That was generally when the news was fresh.

I will try better not to be, well, not doom and gloom, just not as 'bleh' as I've been. That's the best I can promise. I really do wish the doctors would get their acts together and figure something out. The neurologist didn't even try, just told me to keep taking medication which isn't even working. Something like that is really frustrating after waiting months for the appointment. He said I could go to another neurologist if I went to Mayo... I can't afford that. His apathy really bothered me. I'm glad the other doctors I've gone to haven't been like that.

Thanks for the fixers. Sorry for the confusion about the passes. I wouldn't want to lose you from my friend list. You're one of the first people on here that added me, back when I was in my 20's or 30's. Who'd have thought I'd make it to 100+? I certainly didn't. I mean, 100? That's WAY up there! :D

As always, take care,

Catherine