Thread:Chase2000/@comment-31028364-20170425190310

Dearest Chase (said with no sarcasm, just sadness),

I’m still thinking about our parting and feel that a further explanation is needed as to why I made the statements that you found offensive. First, and most importantly, I was not speaking to you or the other Forum friends that have/had been my friends since the beginning. I was speaking to new folks who wanted new friends, which I accepted wholeheartedly, and visited/gifted every day. Yes, I became jaded because I visited and gifted every single day. I started playing the game back in late November and through March 2017 I had spent over $4,500.00 on playing the game. I spent the money buying chests so that perhaps I could give back CI’s to my dearest friends on the forum even though it was on a very slow basis due to the daily allotment allowed. Yes, I’m a big girl and it was my choice to spend the money and trust me I’m paying for it today.

I would never, ever, ever want anyone to play the game and lose out on visiting with their loved ones. You are fortunate that you have loved ones around you. Me, not many left. My life has had more tragedies then I care to count. My sister along with two other people were murdered in her office, my fiancée was killed in Vietnam, my father died when I was 21, Mom when I was 26, my husband died suddenly of a cancer he knew nothing of and I took care of my best friend for six weeks and watched her die of Leukemia. I only have two people left in my real life and I treasure them both immensely. They just don’t live near me and I have to enjoy our relationship over the telephone. To get a real hug is HUGE for me. I’m a loving, caring, kind and funny human being. So I would Never, EVER, want you or anyone else to lose that precious time you have. And that being said that after all, this is just a game.

With the deepest regret and respect, I apologize for any offense but it was never directed at you. As you can see, I am truly hurt by the past event. No need to reply to this post if you still feel the same. However, if you ever wish to reconcile and become SN friends again my code is: 01NN54 you will always be welcome and respected.  