Thread:Dustang/@comment-31527938-20180818191724/@comment-31527938-20180819112522



You are probably one of the kindest people I have ever met!! I have always admired your compassion and I appreciate your words very much. I am so grateful we met because I feel blessed 🤗. However, I did get myself involved, but in hindsight, it was too soon after my accident and I had not healed enough yet and certain types of people can smell it. But, I also tend to get grossed out by certain things and when it comes to my friends I am loyal.....to a fault almost. I reacted without thinking it through and then it hit me when it got so so very......bad what I was dealing with and it truly terrified me. But now, not so much because I know what type of personality I am dealing with and there is no winning, so avoid, avoid and avoid as much as I can for sure!!

You were very always so kind to me (still are ❤️) and I could tell you wanted to, but in a way I am glad you didn't, for many reasons, but the first being is that you would have been next. I would have NEVER forgiving myself if that happened. You truly are a rare person and there are not many like you around and you deserve the best in this life!! And it taught me a very important lesson....more like lessons because i messed up a bunch. I know now I am very passionate for what I believe in but need to slow down firs instead of marching right over with a purpose, also to not to be so trusting right away and also that there are some people your are truly meant to avoided. I need to work on that but I thank you for saying that. I honestly don really remember the last few days there and I cant bring myself to go back and read through because I might not like what I read. I know my PTSD was going haywire and it was just not good at all (sorry for the novel.....ask Tapasz how wonderfully my messages are I get!).

I do really like it here and the peiple are so nice and its peaceful! 🙏😌😍😍. So I am sooo glad I came. I didn get anyting done yesterday because I was having a bloast (while banging my head because I was confused jajaja) but it was a good day!!

I might need some help with questions, the one being how nverous I am to TT and I really want to but Ive read now a few different ways people do it and that is what causes my concern.

I can wait to play! Here is my code 0be2sb. Yay!!!!💖

Have a great day my dear!!!