Thread:Cjhjune1973/@comment-35145157-20180512200901/@comment-33988872-20180513125747

I don't know why some of this is happening I've tried to be a good person, volunteer at places when I can and help others out. But you know, I've just been dealt a crap hand when it comes to my health since I was a child and now life just seems to be catching up also. I just hope when the adjuster comes out that they don't total the car because I just took out a loan a few months ago to pay off my car and pay off some credit cards and medical bills so there's no way I can pay for the consolidation loan plus a new car and I just got accepted to UT Southwestern to see if I can get into some of the clinical trials there and if you miss literally one appointment you're out of the program. It's over an hour drive and if I don't have a car I don't know what I'm going to do. The car actually turns on just fine and it's not leaking at all the. It looks like the hood got bent in a little bit and the release latch poked a small hole in the radiator which is plugging it so it doesn't leak. So I think the radiator needs to be replaced and perhaps something with the air conditioning. The air conditioner blows just wonderful it just stopped blowing cold immediately after the wreck. So I don't know what's going on. I just pray to God they won't total out the car and they will agree to repair the engine problems. I don't care two figs about the body or the bumpers or the paint job and if I have to literally beg the adjuster to not scrap it and to just repair the engine then I will. I don't know if it will do any good but who knows. I really don't like to complain because there's other people out there who have it so much worse off than I do. There are people who are homeless and people who are literally dying right now. At least I have you know a few years on my hands to do some things that I want or need to do and get my life in order and house to rent with a new landlord who has actually been fixing the house. Plus I've been working on making my relationship with my daughter better. Oh and on another note my house which has a new landlord that I rent from he's been fixing it up for me they just finished yesterday replacing the pipes under the bathroom and I literally threw up. I had been telling my old landlord for almost 2 years now that I couldn't shower at home because bugs were coming out of the water in the shower. I was having to shower at friends houses. The workers pulled out a old pipe that was literally rusted almost a half and had two huge gaping holes where raw sewage was getting mixed into the main water line to the house. So I think that explains why I had so many infections in my legs and the infection that got into my spinal column. I'm just dumbfounded and glad I never drank the water and always used bottled water to drink and cook with. But that doesn't negate the fact that I showered and washed clothes and dishes in this water. I think my port is okay, the nurse came out and drew blood from it. I think it's just bruised. So i don't know. I'm going to try not to stress too much because there's nothing I can do right now except wait till the adjuster gets here. Anyways thank you all for always being so kind to me. I really appreciate it. I don't have very many friends or family here so your kind words always mean so much to me. I'm just going to keep praying that the Lord will touch this adjusters heart and everything will go in my favor come Monday again thank you so much you guys mean so much to me God bless you guys. Christie