Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-33988872-20180709023510

I want to apologize to all my friends for not being able to send gifts or we separate all the gifts I haven't given to me I have been in the hospital now for going on 3 and 1/2 weeks and in very very sick I am on multiple IV antibiotics and still running a hundred and three temperature they're not sure why especially since I'm on multiple extremely strong antibiotics I would try to play more but I am so drugged up that I can barely see straight I can only ask that my friends that I have had on here please don't abandon me and forgive me for not being able to send gifts and reciprocate the gifts I haven't given to me I feel very badly about that I was even able to start the last mini event which made me very upset cuz I really wanted the casket oh well I really hope that the friends that I have gotten on here will be able to forgive me for not being able to send gifts and reciprocate that gives a heaven given to me I am very very grateful that you have continued to try and help me while I'm in the hospital I literally have been so drugs that I wasn't even able to start the last minute event which I really wanted to because I wanted the casket but every time that I tried to start I would fall asleep the doctors are not quite sure what's wron with me I'm still running a hundred degree fever feeling so I am in I am in on multiple very high dosage antibiotics the plan is that when I finally stopped running a fever and my blood cultures are clear and there's no longer a sign of bacteria in my blood they will send me home on IV antibiotics for a while until 3 or 4 more blood cultures come back clear the crazy thing is that the sport they put that goes into my heart for IV access put on the wrong side and they put in the wrong vein I don't know how somebody can make that mistake I just I don't understand it and it's literally put my life at risk for there's nothing I can do about it and the doctor could get it won't even talk to me anymore he won't even answer phone calls from me and if I try to make an appointment they just keep repeating that they don't have any appointments available obviously they're trying to cover up the mistake they made. the plan is at once I stop running a fever and my blood cultures are clear they will send me home on IV antibiotics and once I have another three or four clear blood cultures they will send send me to a vascular surgeon who will move my port down to the femoral artery and we'll try to repair some of the damage to the circulatory system going to my heart so I will be basically we having open heart surgery. I just hope and pray that the friends I made on here won't take me off their list because I have not been able to talk to or send out gifts for the last 3 weeks I promise that as soon as I am home the able to think clearly I will do as much as I possibly can to help everybody and tell them please just be patient and please keep me in your prayers I really need it right now. 