Thread:EmmaRN/@comment-35319541-20180627170425/@comment-35564866-20180711154127

Lola,

My dad died on the 4th, I just couldn’t get on here and post until today. I just updated the post on the forum. He had another heart attack around 2:05 am and since he never wanted to be on a vent or have life-sustaining meds keeping him going, they did not run a code on him. I saw the first images of the damage to his heart and it was just so severe. He never regained consciousness after the surgery and he was getting a post-op infection by that time as well.

My mom is a mess, I am trying for her-I’m currently hiding in her garage as I type these posts because I don’t want her to see me like this. When I cry she just gets hysterical herself. After talking to the cardiologist and the rest of his treatment team, I knew when I wrote my first post that his chance of survival was just not possible, it would have truly required a miracle.

Thank you for your posts, I’ll be back at some point in the near-ish future. I’m going to try to get my mom outside today, into nature and some healing sun. Bless her heart, she is sleeping like 3 hours a night if that,and I’m having to be a bit insistent that she eats something as small as a container of yogurt or a banana. Almost forty years together, and a stay at home mom after she had me and my brother so she’s lost her one and only basically.

I hope you are well, I haven’t checked out your wall or any of the forum posts, I just had to get the update over with and I wanted to respond to my wall posts.

Love, Em