Thread:Sun4805/@comment-38124253-20200129233016/@comment-38124253-20200130174619

i had this terrible feeling that that might be the case...

that it doesn't feel real that he's gone... for me never got any more real -no matter the years. i'm a stubborn one and don't want to let go ever for any reason, always keeping them as close as possible inside myself -drawing strength from that- and strongly believing that it is just temporary -even if it be a very long temporary- that may be why...

did you have children together? are they with you, or other loved ones around you, to keep you going?

you and he deserved that chance, no matter how slim. i cannot express how much i wish you had.

now i wish i could somehow make your life, or even a single day, just a tiny little bit easier for you.

♡,

~-thesunstar

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