Thread:ParisPC/@comment-44798646-20200126094026/@comment-44798646-20200126111154

It’s almost 6 here and I’ve had about 3 or 4 hrs in 3 days. I feel like a zombie 🧟‍♀️ Argggggg ugggggh. I can’t lay flat because of a neurological issue so I have to sit in a broken recliner,because it’s all I’ve got, in the living room. It really helps my issues 😉, it’s excellent! I've been in here for about 4 years, in horrible chairs😩. Very good for fibro👍🤣 So is insomnia, it’s actually on my treatment plan...sleep as little as absolutely possible in the most uncomfortable way possible🤣🤣

so, every time I get almost asleep...here comes my kid stomping through or slamming his door because with his Autism, he can’t really tell volumes of what he’s doing very well. Other people’s noises bother him, sensory issues, but he can’t tell how loud he is. He’s gotten a little better though. And try to tell him...lost cause...it has to be his idea. (He’s 17, he won’t hear anything from me, I’m stupid. Just ask, he’ll tell you🤣he tells me every day, voluntarily, I don’t even have to ask. Isn’t that sweet of him, to be a volunteer?😁I was one all my life until I got disabled and wanted that for him but that wasn’t exactly what I had in mind 🤔😄...)

Orrrrrrrr, my mother in law who is NOT autistic just ABSOLUTELY CLUELESS comes storming up the steps, SEES me with my eyes closed and says in my face, oh, are you asleep? And she’ll keep talking to me or herself until I get up and acknowledge her. I know this because I’ve been known to play possum 🤷🏻‍♀️😁but only when I was desperate because she is really really clueless, in both languages! I’m not being mean, it’s true😄 I can’t figure out the conversations she has with herself though...it’s been 21 years and nobody else seems to notice but me but I can’t understand because it’s Vietnamese and it’s too fast for me...I watched her go to the mailbox today just chatting away. But I don’t think she’s schizophrenic or anything. I have a cousin who is and it’s not like that...but idk what it is...maybe because I’m the only 1 in the family that acknowledges her unless they want something...anyway...I won’t go there now...this is public, I’m exhausted and probably Not thinking, I might get myself in trouble 😁

I hope you’ll get relief soon, honey. I’m going to try...but I’ve been saying that for hours, then, I can’t and I’m back on here🤣💜L