Thread:Sleimansh/@comment-44798646-20200113024244/@comment-44798646-20200113063030

Ummmm, what’s it called? I don’t remember but I have 6 of them so I sent what I had to you so you could make it too. I thought that’s what you were trying to do because I saw your wishlist.

My son tells me everyday about 50 times that I’m stupid, he’s in that phase🙄, but I’m actually not. My brain just doesn’t always function at capacity because of my illness. But when it cooperates, I’m actually kinda smart. Not scientist kind of smart but, above average😁

Thank you for saying I’m awesome 😁😁💖💖I usually only hear negative things. Kid...kids dad who stops in uninvited and unannounced & tells me how awful the house looks but won’t do things needed to make it easier(he’s a contractor)...fun times 😄 I can’t exactly say anything though because he is paying the mortgage. In all these years, he doesn’t know about my illness because he never bothered to listen when I tried to explain why I wasn’t doing whatever people thought I should be and never once since he left has he actually asked about us, how we are, how his child is, not even parents...I’ve offered info but he’s never asked. His child is autistic, has rickets and scoliosis and he doesn’t know details about any of it, just thinks I’m a terrible homemaker. I’m kinda busy using what physical resources I have to take care of my child & his parents needs. They are all very high maintenance. I can barely do that in this vessel of mine, there’s nothing left. & my son throws stuff, like a tornado...it’s really hard to keep up. Sorry... It’s just nice to hear something friendly for a change. (& you might’ve guessed I had an unplanned visitor?😕-I wouldn’t mind if it wasn’t always critical)

Yes, I got the thank yous😊I’m glad you can use the things I sent. I can’t remember specifics but I do remember that I had more of some of them so let me know if u want more. I just want to send when I know you’re playing so they don’t go in the trash. You’re a good friend too😊 You’re very patient and kind😊thank you. I’m a bit deflated tonight...no jokes for you. Maybe tomorrow 😊 Have a good day/night😊

💕L